I know Nephi felt the same way. That's why I declare, as he did, that I have many afflictions through the course of my days but know God's goodness ALL of them. Because I have submitted to His will for my life and tried to show God that my mind Loves Him by studying His word the life of His Son, then mysteries have been unfolded to me and I rejoice. I pray I am worthy to lead others to do, feel and be the same.
In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.